Our little angel


Hello everyone

This is a bit of sad post I’m afraid. I just want to write everything as it comes out. I went to the ultrasound trying to be positive but not prepared for what happened. It wasn’t good when the sonographer said something was not right…she’d need to talk to my OB straight away and I should know that it looked like I had an ectopic pregnancy.

We raced to the OB and were seen straight away and before I knew it I was being booked in to the hospital and had to go there for an operation at 7.30 that night. I had to rush a list of things for hubby to pack and to get keira ready for bed.

So they removed the pregnancy and the tube and all I feel is loss, total loss. I’ve been up all night and am very sore but its nothing compared to the sadness… I know that a 6 week baby isn’t very old but we had dreams and hopes and were so happy to be growing our family. The fact I have also lost a tube and already have infertility problems just makes it harder.

I’m just taking it easy and take a lot of comfort from your thoughts for us. I am amazed at how many online friends I have who care and I thank you for that.

Comments

  1. I’m so sorry Corrie. I wish I could give you a real hug right now. Rest up and know that we are all thinking of and praying for you and your hubby.

  2. Hugs for you all Corrie. I can only imagine how hard it is on you all at the moment. Hold onto each other – I know how hard it is for you to fall pregnant. Lots of hugs for Keira are on the cards – you are lucky to have such a beautiful little girl.

  3. I’m so sorry, Corrie. Losing a baby is always very sad, no matter how old. You’re in my thoughts and prayer.

  4. I am so sad to hear your sad news. I know that nothing is going to take away your sadness at this time, but just know that you are not alone, and letting it out like you have will make it a little easier to bear. Enjoy your little Kiera and give her lots and lots of cuddles. Children are amazing at times like this.

  5. I’m really really sorry, warm thoughts heading your way.

  6. Corrie, so sorry for you all. Lots of prayers for the three of you.

  7. Such sad news. I have been reading and hoping for the best. My deepest sympathies for such an overwhelmingly precious loss. My thoughts are with you…wishes and hugs xox

  8. thinking of you….please take care….lucky you are ok as I had a friend of was critical with this…

  9. Oh no, I am so, so sorry Corrie.

  10. Oh Corrie – that’s just so awful for you…words fail me. Thinking of you .

  11. Corrie, my heart sank when I read your post. I am truly sorry, and my thoughts are with you and your family.

  12. Hi Corrie – What awful news! I’m so glad you had your ISE scarf with you. Fingers crossed you will all be feeling better soon. :-) Sharon (aka stripey)

  13. Lots of hugs and kisses to you. I know what it is like to lose a little one so early on when you want it so badly. I am sure that in time you will have another little bundle of joy to enjoy. Just take it easy and enjoy Keira for now, as I am sure it will take time to heal from the emotions and pain you are feeling too.

  14. Wish I could give you a big hug right now, Corrie. Very sorry for your loss!

  15. oooh Corrie I am so sorry – I can only say that a agree with everyones comments….love to you and your family x

  16. I don’t have anything to add that hasn’t already been said. Take care of yourself, and I am glad that your DH and Keira are helping you through this difficult time.

  17. Corrie,

    Nothing can take the pain or sadness away. So,I pray rest for your aching body, time for your broken heart, patience for your unrealized dreams, and love for your downtrodden spirit. It is all I can do. Hugs, KaKi

  18. Sending you & your family hugs Corrie. Much love to you.
    x

  19. Corrie, I just wanted to send you some hope. My step sister-in-law took about 8 years to get pregnant and then when she finally did it turned out to be eptocic and burst the tube before they knew about it. So she lost her tube and was devestated that it may never happen for them (they had already been told thet she was pretty much infertile by doctors and specialists). Then only about 4m later she became pregnant with her now little boy. Miracles do happen, and I hope that you get sent one soon.

  20. Oh, Corrie. I know words sound a little hollow but I am thinking of you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.

  21. Hi Corrie,
    It is such a cruel blow to lose a baby no matter how old they are. It is all the potential they held that hurts so much. You will eventually feel less sad but it will always be with you. Thinking of you and your loss at this sad time.
    Lisa

  22. I’m so sorry Corrie. I hope you’re all feeling a little better by now. x

    Nora

  23. So sorry to read about your families loss Corrie. Thinking of you. xxxx

  24. I hope that the future will bring you new joy. In the meanwhile, you are in my thoughts.

  25. Corrie, I am so saddened at your loss. I haven’t been into read your blog for a while, so I got this news very late. Please accept my sincere condolances to you both.

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